going great, I was waiting on you because you said you wanted to "keep this in as long as possible to relive some things" or something similar to that several months ago. So I waited, and I made you smile, and we talked about everything from this to that. I read between the lines and I really let myself fall for you again, knowing what I went through the first time and how hard it was. Let's throw all the bullshit aside and just be real, or as real as you can be with everything you have to worry about, why would you email something like that to me and pretend that this was all fake? Are you trying to make me think I'm crazy? There has been too many things that we have talked to each other about for it to be a coincedence I ruled that out a long time ago. Really, please give me a good reason because I don't know why you would do or say things like that again....if I could call you I would, if I could go over to your house and make everything better I would. You know who this is for and you know why I can't do these things, and you know everything that I'm talking about. Please, just give me a good reason, because I know you read these things all the time. I would never do that to you, and I would give you a reason for what took place between us if it were the other way around. No matter what I say I'm still gonna care for you for the rest of my life and so are you. Tell me in a way I can understand, and make sure that I would get it. No bullshit, just so me and you can get it. We owe each other some closure if that is how it's going to end, some honest closure. Either that or we need to get some things figured out. What is wrong?
~J
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